Monday, May 30, 2016

The Getaway, Part 3

Part 3, "the final chapter" as they say. Sorry this took so long!! Thanks for reading.




In the rear of the bungalow there was a box containing a first aid kit; there was also a small fire axe, an extinguisher, and a faded map of the island. The map was comically undetailed, but it had the information Sandra needed: latitude and longitude. She had Googled the place before Josh brought them here (still thick-throated with grief, she still had to struggle not to be angry with him) and she knew the closest land was the Turks and Caicos islands; these were the less popular southern brothers of the Bahamas, the spits of land only placed on charts as a courtesy. She made the kids stay in the bedroom as she checked all the windows and the single door; nothing lurked outside in the bright sun. Nothing waited to leap up at them, eliciting a final scream.

It was so tempting to think she’d imagined what she saw, that she had snapped under the stress of dealing with her family, with her troubled self-image and the nagging suspicion that the kids would grow up maladjusted and leave her stranded in a nursing home with Josh. But that temptation was a slippery slope, and it led directly downhill to denial.

Sandra knew all about denial. One day, she’d come home to find Josh boxing something in the kitchen, taping up a battered Amazon box. Curious, she’d asked him if he’d brought his work home with him—half-joking, half wondering why he would bother when they worked him so hard already. He’d spun around, knocking the box off the table and into the stove. Nothing had spilled out, but she’d seen what it was.

Prescription bottles. Dozens of them, taped together like machine-gun magazines with an accuracy and skill that spoke of countless hours on the Amazon packing lines. Josh had leapt to close the box and hide his little secret, but she’d seen enough. They’d had a small, terse argument: he’d insisted it was a one-time “favor” for a “friend.” What kind of “friends” he had, she didn’t know; outside of his weed guy Damien and the toothless alkies at Sonny’s Corner, Josh had few friends to speak of. He’d lost most of them when the kids were born, drifted apart from them as often happened with old connections after a sudden change in lifestyle. Like, say, suddenly having to provide for two perpetually screeching kids. Okay, that was an exaggeration; they didn’t scream perpetually. But Charlie had been a noisy baby, and Tam a fussy one. Between them, they were a force to be reckoned with.

Sandra hadn’t believed him for a minute, of course. But she hadn’t called the cops, either. When you live with someone long enough, you begin to understand what makes them tick, what keeps them going. What she’d seen in Josh’s eyes wasn’t just shame: there was determination there, as well, and even a little pride. Whatever he was doing, he thought he was doing it for them, for their dysfunctional little family unit. So she left him to his work, and put it in the back of her mind. She certainly hadn’t caught him doing it again; likely, she thought, because he had begun doing it somewhere else.

She’d known they couldn’t afford this bungalow on their own, not on his salary. Despite the outhouse and the lack of entertainment, this was a rich man’s retreat: literally a private island. She hadn’t questioned that either, hadn’t demanded to see the receipt for the rental of the bungalow or what bank account he’d paid it out of. It certainly hadn’t been theirs. And so in a way, she was responsible or partially responsible for bringing them out here. She was just as guilty of trapping them on the island as he was.

All of this seemed to make his loss hit harder; if she’d just had someone to share the blame with, the creeping terror would’ve been easier to deal with. Hefting the fire axe—it was more of a crowbar-axe combo, gimmicky stainless-steel, barely the length of a kitchen cleaver—she found herself convinced his death was on her. She’d let him go out there. Hell, she’d been glad to be rid of him, for a few hours. In a roundabout way, it was almost as if she’d murdered him herself.

That’s not true. And you don’t know he’s gone—maybe he’s out there, still. Maybe it’s just the finger. No, she didn’t believe that for a second either. If he had survived his maiming, where was he? No, Josh had run afoul of… something. Something that had killed him quickly, quietly. That dark shape in the water…

“Mom, do we have glue?”

Charlie’s voice brought her back to reality as she stared out the window at the beach. Her little Charlie, her little man. He was being so strong. “I don’t think so, honey. Let me check.” But she didn’t check. She kept staring out at the shore; something was bothering her, something seemed odd about that beach but she didn’t know what it was—

There. That rock, that rock hadn’t been there when they’d arrived. It was the size of a beanbag chair and just as lumpy, and it had no place in the shallows where it lay. Which led to the obvious conclusion: that it wasn’t a rock.

It didn’t move, or jerk, or burst into life as she watched. But it did seem to move up and down, that dark pebbly hump, that dome of gray silence. It was breathing, she realized. Something out there was alive, and it was breathing, and she felt without a shadow of a doubt that it was watching them. As if waiting.

She pulled down the blinds.

There was no glue to be had—if ever a handyman had visited the island, he had taken his tools with him. Really, the whole place seemed slapped together with such disinterest that she wondered if drunks had built it. The toilet paper supply in the outhouse had been so limited that they’d had to ration it, the generator needed to be fed gasoline every morning or it farted exhaust and died, and the pantry was so shallow it could barely hold all their food. This wasn’t a home away from home; more of a doll’s house, a facsimile of a vacation house. And it was their fortress now, this lousy stoner’s palace.

Maybe even their tomb.

The book said to keep her chin up, though, so she kept her chin up. She helped Charlie fit some of the phone’s pieces together, held Tam when she cried, and didn’t tell them about the dark shape in the shallows, the fat lumpen thing that heaved ugly breath in and out of itself. And as the sun began to dip down towards the horizon, she didn’t think of what they would do at night, how they would get through. Not thinking seemed more sane than thinking, at this point.

Outside, the dusk was beautiful and stained with colors; the splash of vibrant light across the horizon filled the whole sky with blues, and purples, reds and scintillating oranges that crashed across the stratosphere and made the whole world into a postcard. Oblivious to the picturesque sunset, the thing in the water waited, still hungry. Biding its time. Waiting for the right moment.

All predators in nature, after all, are patient. They know when the time is right; instinct speaks to them, and they move in for the kill. As the sun melted down into the endless blue sea, the thing in the water began inching forward. Sandra did not see it; the kids were locked up safely in the bedroom, and they were in the opening stages of trauma, fear numbing their brains and making them stiff and jaded.

The thing heaved its liquid bulk up onto the shore, arms uncoiling like a flower opening at close of day. It unspooled its great limbs and began hauling itself over the dry sand, the particles sticking to its enormous body like tiny hitchhikers. Its rolling eyes with curious inhuman slit-pupils swept the beach, which was filling with the gathering dark. No prey here.

Yet it remembered; it had seen prey, and it remembered. More importantly, it had seen where the prey had gone.

Moving with effort, almost with pain, the great hunter dragged its starving mass up towards the house.

Inside, Tam had finally stopped crying. It seemed she had no more tears to cry. She was thinking of Daddy, of the man who had been so strange lately but still her father all the same. She was trying to wrap her head around the concept he was dead. She knew things died, of course; Tam was at times an eerily pragmatic child, unconcerned with the passing of insects and small animals. But this was different; her dad was not a bug. And her dad was gone.

As she sat struggling to digest this, Charlie pushed his glasses up his nose. He was sweating; they had turned on the ceiling light to help him work but it was slow going, especially without any glue. He’d been forced to use the price tags on his schoolbooks (good old Mom had insisted he bring them, and now he was glad) to meld together certain parts, the adhesive on the stickers binding loosely together the parts they had broken. Guilt filled every inch of him, but he managed to keep it in by focusing on the task at hand. He had stretched the dead phone out on his mother’s bed, the white sheets like a surgeon’s operating table. He screwed the receiver back into place, wedging it in with strips of saliva-wetted paper from his textbooks. He puzzled over how to reconnect a shredded wire, finally twining it back together with his fingers, meticulous. They didn’t need every part back in place—just enough to send a signal. Just enough to reach whatever private satellite whirled silently overhead, waiting for them to call for help.

“Charlie, I’m sorry.” He turned to see his sister peering over the edge of the bed. Her eyes were nearly crimson from crying; in the light of the single ceiling lamp, she looked like a pale little ghoul. “I’m sorry I called you those things.”

He blinked. Thrust suddenly into the role of phone-repair-boy, he had entirely forgotten about their argument. “It’s… fine. Don’t worry about it. We got other stuff to worry about, right?” She nodded. “Look, when we get out of here I’ll play as much Scrabble with you as you want. And I promise I won’t cheat, ever again. Kay?”

The edges of a smile tugged her lips. “Kay.”

Their mother appeared at the bedroom door, carrying a pair of plates. On the plates were a pair of bologna sandwiches. “Hey, you two. I know it’s not much—”

The lights went out.

In the mindless panic that descended, before their night vision arrived (Tam’s first; she had always had keener vision than the rest) the plates thumped to the floor, bologna slices flying. Tam shrieked. And Charlie put his hands protectively over the half-dead phone, terrified someone might nudge it in the dark and destroy his work. Later he would wonder why he didn’t go to his mother, or his sister, but the answer was simple: Josh wouldn’t have, either.

“It’s alright. It’s alright—everybody just calm down.” Sandra sounded like she needed some calming herself, but she fumbled through the moonlight from the window and pulled Tam close to her, reaching for Charlie. “It’s the generator. It’s just the generator. I’ll go out and fill it again. It just ran out of gas—that’s all.”

Charlie heard something, then, in the absence of the whirr of the ceiling fan and the ever-present, distant rumble of its power source. Something moving in the silence. “Mom, shush.”

“I’ll just be a couple minutes, I promise, I’ll get out and come right—”

“Mom, quiet!” The urgency in his voice sent both Tam and their mother into silence. For a moment, utter stillness descended on the beach house. In that stillness, they heard it.

Something moving against the walls. Heavy, wet, scraping and slithering, pushing and probing. Had it been there the entire time, or had it only just arrived? They couldn’t know, but Sandra felt an ugly stab of fear in her guts as the thing outside pressed its mass against the wall. There was a quiet, yet utterly repulsive squirting noise, like an enormous boil popping.

What is it? came the thought, to all their minds at once. What’s out there? Even Sandra, who had hoped against hope that Josh might come back, knew better than to go and open the blinds. The moonlight fell in sharp blades across the bed, across the wreckage of the phone, across her children’s frightened faces. Then something passed in front of the window, a heavy hump of shadow that rose and fell almost in the same instant. That window is almost six feet high.

Had someone stowed away on the boat, intent on stalking them? It couldn’t be—the area was too small. They would have noticed. Which meant it had to be something else. That lump in the water… The thing was on land now. Watching them. Waiting.

She gripped the axe tight. “Everyone stay here.”

“Mom?” Charlie’s eyes were moons in the dark, the reflection of his glasses flickering and gleaming. “Mom, where are you going?”

“We need that generator on.” She stared at the door, half-open, the pale circles of the fallen plates beside it.

“We don’t. We’re fine, Mom. Don’t go out there.” He was begging her, softly, with as much dignity as his fear allowed him.

“How are you going to fix that thing in the dark?” she asked him, a little more harshly than she’d meant to. “There was no flashlight with the first aid kit. How are you going to fix it in the dark, Charlie?”

He swallowed, the clicking of his throat audible. Outside, the hump-thing squeezed its body against the side of the bungalow. Sounds like the slapping of soggy ropes on tin sheeting rang and boomed throughout the small space.

It wants in, she thought.

“Get against the wall.” She ushered them, shepherd-like, away from the sounds. There was a small bureau beside the bed, an ugly faux-mahogany thing, but it wasn’t high enough to block the window. They stood, all together, a huddled little family unit being stalked as surely as any Neanderthal clan was harried by a sabertooth, and waited. Eventually, the sounds stopped.

That worried Sandra. Her palpitating heart would have found some relief if the thing outside had crashed through the window, or hammered on the walls in an attempt to break through. At least then they would have been able to see it. This pensive, squamous silence sounded too patient, too much like thinking for her. She did some quick math: forty feet to the generator. Forty feet back. How fast was this thing? It must’ve been strong, to take her husband so quickly, but from the sound of it, it moved slow. She thought she could outrun it: she had done four years of track in high school, after all, and lacrosse in college. The years since had done some damage to her fitness and waistline, sure, but the muscle memory might still be there. “I’m going to be out for a minute, okay? Just a minute. I just have refill the generator.”

“Mom…” Charlie clung to the hem of her dress, in a way he hadn’t since he was four or five, when his precocious demeanor told him he had to “outgrow” such things. “What about us?” Tam began to whimper. Worried she might cry, Charlie pulled her close and shushed her, but she shoved him away.

“You two will be okay.” She nodded at the door. “The bureau is small. Get it in front of the door, and don’t move it until I get back. Okay?”

“It’s a vampire,” said Tam in a strangled squeak. They both looked at her; the idea was so absurd that Sandra half-smiled. Then she realized her daughter was being serious; she had glimpsed a few scenes of Queen of the Damned when she and Josh had watched it last year. And who was she to laugh? They had no idea what was out there. “It’s gonna get you. Don’t go.”

“It’s not a vampire, sweetie.” She hefted the small axe. “And whatever it is, it’s not going to get me. I’m going to come back, and we’re going to get out of here, and then we’re going to go back to New Hampshire and never, ever, ever go on the beach again. Okay?”

“Okay,” said Charlie. He put a hand on his sister’s shoulder, and this time she didn’t push him.

“I’ll be back soon.” Her heart began ramping up its pace again as she opened the bedroom door. “Love you two.”

The last thing Charlie and Tam saw of her was the edge of her sundress, sweeping around the doorframe. That memory would lodge in his mind afterward, like a piece of broken glass in the soft tissue of his brain, able to call up pain whenever he brought it back.

Like a charm.



                Sandra pushed aside the mini-fridge and went out into the night, with nerves jangling and humming under her skin. Survival instincts—mostly bred out of the human race, by centuries of complacency—were telling her to get back inside, where it was safe, where her children were safe. She ignored the instincts, because they did not have the capacity for long-term thought, and in the long term, her children were going to die if they did not get the lights going.

                She’d tripped over things in the dark while leaving the bungalow, and her toes throbbed as she closed the door behind her and located the generator hut under the moonlight. The air was sickeningly warm, flowers hunched under swaying palms lending a false sense of security, all of it soaked in the salty breeze coming off the ocean. The night was still and quiet; strips of cloud hurried across the moon.

                From the back of the house, there was a scraping, like teeth on metal. Then a slow, steady shuffling, like a sack of wet cement being dragged over sand. The sound froze her on her feet for a second. Then she began to run.

                It’d been a long time since Sandra had sprinted anywhere, and she felt it as the blood pounded in her ears and her unused joints sent out pangs of complaint. Years ago she’d been spry enough to chase down the kids, but then had come iPads, wireless broadband, and all the gewgaws which helped keep them still and silent, the way Josh wanted everyone. She’d lost her reflexes, and she felt it keenly as she tripped over a protruding rock, bashed her knee, and then scrambled up like a sack-race participant who’d forgotten her sack.

                The shuffling grew closer. It was not fast, this thing, but it was persistent. She promised herself she would give it a chase, if nothing else. Sandra spared a glance over her shoulder as she closed the forty feet between the house and the hut.

She immediately wished she hadn’t. It was easily the size of car, a knotty pyramid of pale flesh oozing over the white sand. Rope-like arms spilled out in front of it, to carry its liquid bulk. It was like a giant stress ball, malleable and wriggling, covered in hook-tipped tentacles. In the dark, she couldn’t see if it had eyes or a mouth or what the hell it was, but it was big. And it wanted her.

                She felt her middle jiggling as she ran, and she burned with shame despite her fear. If they ever got out of this she would be back to the gym, you bet your ass, back to the gym every goddamn day and make no mistake about that. She’d be like every other up-and-coming woman on the block—a gym bunny, a cardio fiend, a Zumba queen. She would bust her ass like never before—if she survived, that was. The axe in her hand was slippery with sweat, and seemed inadequate now, a monkey’s Stone Age toy to fight a colossus.

Almost there! The generator hut rose up in front of her—she grabbed for the latch, hauled open the tin door and tried to ignore the stink of gas. She’s safe, ladies and gentlemen, she’s home free! Slamming the door shut, she fumbled for the light switch, which didn’t work—of course it didn’t work, stupid, the fucking genny was out. Idiot!

                She tried to think through her panic as the shuff-shuff-shuff of the tentacled thing drew closer. She had been out here with Josh, once, and then again when she went looking for him. There had been something on the wall—she searched blindly in the dark, her heart in her mouth; in her groping she dropped the axe, and it clanged loudly on the sand-strewn concrete. There: a small flashlight, on a hook. She flicked it on, and nearly blinded herself. Probably the only one on the island, she thought. Hell of a thing to skimp out on.  They wouldn’t need to turn the generator on, she realized, if she could just get it back to the house. If she could just stay away from that thing a little longer.

                Shards of moonlight broke through as a rattling crash shook the hut. It trembled like a shark cage as (whatever-it-was) smashed into the sides, with terrifying force. She bit back a shriek and held the door shut, white knuckles gripping the latch in darkness. There was silence for a moment, and then she felt shock run up her arm as the door handle wiggled up and down. That was no mindless assault—that was a test, like a chimpanzee slowly catching on to a Pavlovian test.

                It understands doors.

                How? How could—It didn’t matter. She had a light. There was a chance, a slim chance, she might be able to get back to the house before the horror outside pulled the door open, or bashed through the wall. But she couldn’t just dash out there. She couldn’t. If she got torn to bits, who would protect the kids? She felt sick, thinking of them as orphans. Without her, without the light, they would die.

Unable to dislodge her, the thing outside rammed against the frame, a vomitous slapping sound rolling through the genny-hut as its arms slapped and scraped on the thin barrier between Sandra and death. She flinched away; a crack of light appeared on the edge of the door, and a mass of pulsing meat filled it. The thing made no sound, no roars or growls or shrieks, but it stank—God, it reeked. It smelled of the ugly, black-blind depths of the ocean, of rot and blood and the grave. Sandra’s sweat fell in her eyes, but she didn’t dare take both hands off the handle of the door. She didn’t dare give it another inch—already, she could hear the serrated hooks on the ends of its arms scrabbling to get into the tiny gap. She wouldn’t give it an inch, or that would be the end.

The crawling beast mashed itself against the shack, and she caught a glimpse of one transparent, rheumy goat’s-iris in the glare of her flashlight, as it tried to press through the cleft of the doorframe. Then a booming crash, as it whipped its arms at the tin roof. Then silence, deep and broad, as it withdrew.

The hut, beaten and battered, creaked around her.

The stench of gasoline was making her vision. She could stay in here forever, she thought, if only that awful thing would leave her alone. But inside, that same strength that had directed the children during her panic took hold again. You’re just going to stay in here? Let it fuck with you, push you around, keep you in a box?

Just like Josh?

That sealed it. Her days of high-school glory, athletic and intellectual heights she could have reached had her husband not kept her down, set Sandra’s veins afire. Whether it was desperation, or arrogance, she decided she would take her chances with that thing. No big squid, or mutant or hybrid, was going to keep her from her babies.

She picked up the axe. Turned the door handle. Taking a deep breath, she opened the door.

“Fuck you!” she screamed, hurtling out into the night. She swept the flashlight in a quick one-eighty, raising the axe. Where was it? It was huge, a bloated monstrosity, and it had just been here, where the hell did it go?

In the blue midnight, she saw sucker-marks trailing across the sand. Saw the glistening trail of slime up the side of the shack. And with the slow-motion terror-laughter of a dream, she smiled at her own idiocy. It understood doors; why had she assumed it didn’t understand traps?

Half  a ton of cephalopod came down on her from atop the shed. Her death was not slow, and did not come easy. Dozens of twisting suckers with razor-hooks dug into her, muscular folds of flesh filling up her mouth, her nostrils. Two suckers worked into her eye shot, and the hooks plunged in, twisting, searching.

Sandra Harrison died alone, in squamous silence, her flashlight rolling across the sand and arrowing its fragile beam up at the uncaring stars.



“Where’s Mom?”

Charlie wished his sister hadn’t asked this question. Mostly, it was because he didn’t know, but it was also because he had been wondering it himself. He didn’t like to admit that he was lost, but staring at the gleaming pieces of the phone under the starlight, he had to make this confession. It hurt, but he had to face the facts. Mom had been gone for half an hour; they’d heard smashing, then a shout. Then, nothing.

“I don’t know,” he said.

The vastness of the space around him, might not be apparent to Tam, but Charlie knew. He’d seen the charts in the boat they’d ridden here, the laughing Rasta-man whose dreads might’ve been a wig the way he’d been fussing over them—Charlie had seen that man’s charts, and this place was less than a dot, less than an inkblot on the map. It didn’t even have a name. In a stroke of originality, someone had scribbled “Gull Island” over the dot. Truly inspired.

Except they hadn’t seen any gulls in their time here. Not a single one. No wheeling seabirds had cried to wake them in the mornings, or crap on them while they played on the beach. And Dad hadn’t caught any fish—not a minnow, not even a single, undulating jellyfish. It was almost as if something had been keeping the wildlife away. Something that had moved in and dominated the foodchain, destroying the natural order. Something that had waited three days, to seek out fresh meat.

Josh wasn’t concerned with its species right now, or where it had come from, or what unholy urge made it crawl on land and eat the flesh of human beings. Two thoughts dominated brain. The first concerned how to get off the island. A pragmatic boy, he was not one to panic, or lose control of any situation he still had a snowball’s chance of hanging onto. The second was the concept of his mother’s death.

His father’s death, he could handle. He and Josh (he had thought of his father largely as Josh, for several months after discovering a second cell phone taped to the inside of the glovebox in the family car—all the numbers in there were foreign, and some quick Googling had revealed them to be for a Thai phone-sex company) had never been close. It was painful to lose his dad, of course; he was not so jaded, and there was a part of him that sincerely loved his father. Yet another part of him rejoiced: Dad was gone! Good riddance, this devil-Charlie jeered. Hope he enjoys his speed-ride all the way down to Heck.

But his mother… She had always been there to play good cop. Patch him up when the kids at school tried to shove his chess-club pieces down his pants, leaving ugly bruises. She had been there to hound and tongue-lash the school board into transferring him, over and over, whenever he was marked for cruelty—and he always was. You didn’t memorize radio repair manuals at his age, and not expect a few hard knocks. Now she was gone. The smell of her, her perfume, clung to him as a memory of sanity and patience.

Now that island was gone, and he had a very different island to deal with: one that wanted to kill him. Not impossible to handle, sure, not for someone who had beaten the reigning middle-school chess champion not one but three times in a row. Challenging, though, with grief clinging to him—and fear. He was very afraid. So he pushed that fear away, pushed it and pushed it, corralled it with simple math: Mom and Dad are gone. That leaves just us now. No room for collapse, Charles. No room for silly games and feelings, no space for breakdowns or panic. Only room for efficiency.

His sister was saying something. “What?” he snapped, irritated, and then sorry.

She was shaking his arm. “Please,” she whispered, sobbing. “Please come back.”

“What are you talking about?”

She wiped tears from her eyes. It was amazing, how many tears Tam could summon; sometimes he wondered if it was her only talent. “You’re back. Good. Good-good, you were gone for… your face went all dumb. For like, an hour.”

He blinked. “Oh.” Sometimes his mind did this. If there was a big problem to work on, it would send him away, put him in a safe quiet space where he could work undistracted, no matter the parental fights going on down the hall or the obnoxious Disney movies playing in his sister’s room. Sometimes, he was gone for a long time. Now he’d done it and left Tam alone in the bungalow, hunted by an insane, impossible creature. He needed information.

“Did it come back?” he asked, putting a hand on her arm. She was pale-faced, probably dehydrated and hungry. They would both have to deal with that at some point; it had to be late, past his bedtime and certainly past hers. “Is it still out there?”

She shook her heard. “I heard it. It wented… Went back out to the ocean.” Her syntax was falling apart. Her words didn’t always come out right, when she was upset. Both of them, he realized, were falling apart—detached logic or not. They had to pull together. There were no adults to help them here.

“Okay.” He took a breath, the first one consciously drawn that night. “Okay, that means we have some time.”

“Maybe it went away,” said Tam, the hope in her voice heartbreaking. “Maybe it’s gone, and Mom’s gonna come back?” She was seeking approval from him, backup, protection.

She wasn’t going to get it. “I don’t think so,” he said. She shrank against the wall, and pulled herself into a bundle on the cheap carpeting. He sat down beside his sister and put an arm around her. Even as he did, his brain was jerking into high gear.

A creature that size, big enough to claw at the window of the bedroom, must have an enormous calorie requirement. Common sense and biology alike dictated this. Therefore, there was no reason to think it would stop at Mom and Dad—it had emptied its environment, after all, and expanded outward to drive off gulls, local fish populations and probably pick off unsuspecting fishermen, for all he knew. It would be back, once it had finished its grisly meal, and they would be next.

Unless they stopped it.

How to fight such a thing? It clearly had no special vulnerability to blades; Mom hadn’t lasted more than ten minutes against it. Guns, perhaps? He knew his father had one; Josh had often gone to it in the middle of the night, checking the safe behind the hallway mirror like a different father would go to the refrigerator for a snack. What he’d been afraid of, Charlie didn’t know. But he never would have brought that ridiculously oversized Colt down here—his father had seemed like he had nothing to fear, from the moment they’d stepped off the boat. Nothing to worry about. That sure worked out for you, thought Charlie bitterly.

Why had the thing gone back to sea? To eat its meal in peace, perhaps. To stash it in some watery tomb where it kept a larder. Or—

“Because it has to,” he realized, astonished at his own thought.

Tam looked up at him. “Huh?”

“It only came out after dark,” he said, and found himself grinning: a mad, stupid grin that split his face. “Because the sun was too hot. It needs to stay wet, or it dries out, like a… an amphibian, or a mudfish, or something. It can’t take heat!” Tam nodded, as if following along, though her eyes were lost and distant—traumatized. In his excitement he decided her trauma could be dealt with later. They had a chance, now. They had a shot at survival!

Fire, perhaps? Yes, they would have to burn it. But what would they use for fuel? All the gasoline was in the generator shed, and he doubted his parents’ thin summer clothes would make satisfactory torches for long—they would need a light. And if they had fire, he realized, he could finish fixing the phone. The stove was electric, run off the generator, but his father had been a smoker, a chronic smoker. And forgetful.

Charlie moved to the bureau and began rifling through it, dimly aware how embarrassed he would normally be to touch his mother’s underthings, his father’s starchy boxer shorts. He found a hairbrush, an ounce of pot in a plastic baggie, an old-fashioned pipe… and there it was. His father’s lighter, forgotten in his excitement to go out and catch a big one.

“Here,” he said, handing it to Tam. “I’m need you to hold this for me. Okay?”

“Yes,” she said, her voice very small. “Charlie?”

“What?”

“Is the big thing gonna get us?”

He sighed. “Maybe. But not if we’re smart. Okay?” She looked doubtful. “Hey, come on. I know you can be smart. You knew how to deal with Mom and Dad, way better than I did.” He hated to talk about them in past tense—it scared him, made things real somehow. But it was the truth. “You use your brain whenever mine’s off like a mile away. You gotta be my backup. Please?”

Slowly, she nodded.

“Alright. Now it’s gonna come back, and it’s gonna be looking for us. We have to fix the phone before that happens.” He instructed her on how to hold the lighter, and helped her steady it as it flared to life under her tiny fingers. “Fix the phone… and get ready.”

Alone in the dark, in miles of black ocean, the two children began their work.



The great hunter had returned to life-giving saltwater. The dry air of the island burned it, sapped its strength; it had taken its time picking over Sandra’s body and gnawing the softest parts off, and it was shriveled, papery. It had no concern about scavengers approaching ; it had already eaten them all. It had drained the seas of life for miles around, and now had only plankton for company.

It soaked in the sea, regained its strength, and emerged once again.

Lurching onto the beach, its malign intelligence guided it back to the place that had been the source of its best meals: the bungalow. It probed and prodded at the walls, tentacles coiling over the cheap doors and windows with their Tyvek HomeWrap poking from under fake bamboo exterior. Eventually it found an open window; it knew by now that doors could be locked, and every second of wasted energy meant it would have to go back to sea sooner. It heaved its enormous body up onto the wall, and began the laborious process of squeezing itself through the window.

Invertebrates, lacking skeletons, are able to pass themselves through spaces far too small for their size—given enough time. The hunter of Gull Island was no exception. Mashing itself against the tiny windowframe like a vast blob of putty, it heaved and shoved until it had applied enough pressure to ooze its form into the living room, great oozing piles of its reeking flesh pouring onto the slate inside. The arms followed, razor hooks whipping and grasping for a handhold in the cool dark space. Its arms latched on the couch, shredding it; its mass filled nearly half the room, its bulbous top half grazing the ceiling. Unconcerned with the lack of light, the creature began to explore.

Outside the water, its hunting capacities were limited. Without the ability to sense electrochemical signatures—the alert flags of prey—through water, it was reduced to using its eyes and arms alone. It dug beneath the couch, looking for soft meat to slice; it fumbled through the kitchen, crushing the stale bread and a half-finished sandwich Tam had started that morning and then forgotten. Arm after leathery arm filled the bungalow, each one seeking with a mind of its own, controlled independently. One of its legs knocked over the big-screen TV, and it recoiled as the machine crashed to the floor. Arms poked, scraped, confirmed there was no threat, and the hunt resumed. It popped open the mini-fridge to find bologna and alcohol, useless substances that were ignored completely. Where was the prey?

At length, it discovered the bedroom. The flickering light from beneath the door fascinated it; it had spent several minutes playing with Sandra’s flashlight earlier, and this illumination held it hypnotized. It worked a tentacle under the door, groping, grasping until it found the bolt on the inside. With a click, the door was unlocked, and the creature barreled into the room, doorframe cracking as it pressed its mass through.

No prey—but there was heat! Such terrible heat! Something had been done to an object in this room, something the animal had no understanding of. Tam and Charlie had set fire to the bed, a few minutes before escaping. They had left the window open, the heavy bureau knocked over to serve as a stepladder. Clothes were scattered over the floor, and several of the drawers were empty.

The hunter had no awareness of this. It was both horrified and obsessed with the hot, dancing light spreading across the bed. It stretched out one tentacle to touch the flames, and when the grasping claws at its tip met fire, its pigmentation changed to a disgusted gray color and it surged away in one bubbling, liquid motion. Bad! The light was bad, very bad, it hurt. Worse, it was dry, hot and dry and terrible. The thing from the water had discovered what it felt like to be burned.

It was not pleased.

Over a thousand pounds of cephalopod crashed out of the bedroom, not bothering with patience, simply ripping the doorframe apart on its way out. Its skin flashed and pulsed with bio-luminescent rage. On some dark, instinctual level, it understood that it had been tricked. Why? It had only wanted food. Why was this happening?

Seeing the front door open, it squirmed towards the welcoming moonlight. It would soak in the brine for a time, and then return. The night was long, and it was still hungry. But there was a curious pile by the door, something soft and lumpy, blocking the way.

And the door hadn’t been open before. It remembered that quite clearly. There was a shape standing over the lump. The horror paused, its curiosity mingled with frustration, which dashed in colorful patterns over its skin.

Charlie stood over a pile of clothes soaked in his father’s best bourbon, his every limb trembling. The thing was lit from the back by the blaze in the bedroom; to him, it seemed a thing from nightmare, as tall as the ceiling and covered in hook-tipped limbs. Twin eyes like bulging, transparent tomatoes rolled and bugged at him. He could almost sense its anger, and he had to laugh.

An octopus. For all its smarts, its deadly hunger and its subtlety, he could see it plain: the horror unmasked was only an octopus. Huge, of course, bigger than any he’d ever read about, and equipped with the kind of claws you’d expect on Freddy Krueger, but still an octopus. A dumb fish, he realized sadly, had killed half his family.

“This is for Mom,” he said, and flicked the lighter over the pile of clothing.

The bourbon wasn’t as high-proof as the salesman in Bermuda had claimed—the sticker was a lie, pressed on to entice thirsty tourists—but it burned just fine. Hawaiian shirts, bras, socks and a single piece of lacy lingerie Sandra had brought to entice her husband burst into flame, scarlet tongues leaping upward. The creature, which had been rippling towards him, pulled back. It was scared, he realized with a thrill of animal glee. It knew from the bedroom what fire was, and big or not, it was scared. “That’s right,” he said, backing away. “Burn.”

He fled into the night.

The animal in the living room turned and twisted, its clever murderer’s brain filling with panic. The door was blocked with more pain-light, and it had nowhere to run—it couldn’t squeeze back through the window, not in time to get away from the dehydrating smoke and the blooming heat. Much like the late Josh, it had never evolved to counter a strategy like this. Its ingenuity, its ruthless hunting, had run up against a threat it could not understand. And now it was trapped in a house aflame.

The fires had spread from the bed already, licking the bedroom ceiling, coiling over the stained rug beneath the bedframe. The single framed picture Sandra had brought of all of them together blackened and cracked on the nightstand, the faded print from a long-gone era of Polaroids crackling and crisping. The fire spread; smoke filled first one room, then the next. The bungalow was burning to the ground, just like Charlie had planned.

Outside, he sprinted across the sand to his sister, who had dutifully hidden among fallen palm leaves. They watched the ugly glow of fire spread, and heard the banging and thundering from within. Josh wished the thing would roar, or scream, or give some sound of surrender, but it did not. Only the helpless thrashing of its arms could be heard, booming through the night. “You okay?” he asked Tam.

She sighed. “My iPad’s in there,” she said, sounding very distant.

He squeezed her shoulder. “It’s okay.” In one hand, he held the repaired phone, and he flicked the lighter over it, squinting at the emergency number taped under the receiver. “We’ll get you another—”

The creature smashed through the wall of the bungalow, half its body afire, arms whipping and pounding the sand. Terror and fury had driven it mad, and it whirled and bubbled, its eye fixing on them. The other eye had popped from heat, and was running in filthy streams down its blackened shape. Charlie froze, his finger poised over the patched satellite phone.

He had seconds to react. Seeing the lighter, the thing was coming towards them, and not slowly, either; instinct was telling it to return to water, but now the hunter had learned a new sensation, one that burned sick and furious inside it: Hatred.

Charlie pressed the phone into his sister’s hands. “The rocks,” he stammered. The car-sized beast was hauling itself at them, whipping hooks thrown out in front of it. It wasn’t just going to kill them, he realized; it was going to tear them apart for what they had done to it. He wondered if it understood revenge. “The rocks we climbed the first day. Get on top of them, call the number.”

“No,” she said, and clung to him. “No, no—”

“Do what I tell you to, dammit!” he screamed at her, and sounded so much like his father that it disgusted him for a moment. He shoved her, and she staggered, betrayal in her eyes. “Go!” She nodded, and hugged him, quickly. He hugged her back. For all her brattiness, for all his jealousy, he did love her—and he would probably never see her again.

She dashed away, propelled by the kind of terror only a child can know. He stood his ground as the thing approached, holding up the lighter. The beast would have a choice to make; pursue the smaller, weaker prey, or come after the more dangerous target—the one that had nearly killed it. Any ordinary animal, one that was motivated only by hunger, would have followed Tam. But this thing was not ordinary, and he had done more than hurt it. He had made it angry.

Without even pausing, it closed the gap between them and swept its arms out to embrace him. He rolled away; it was big, but clumsy, its body unused to the heaviness it experienced on land. Hooks of bone smashed into the palm fronds around them. He leapt up and began to run; it followed.

The generator shed was close by, its walls dark and high, a stain of blood marring the earth in front of it. He stepped over his mother’s blood with a stomach-jerk of revulsion, and pulled himself inside. He would not have long before it got inside.

In Charlie’s mind, efficiency had again taken center stage. One way or another, the creature was going to get him. The island simply didn’t have a shelter big enough to keep it out. And once it ate him, it would move on to Tam, dehydration be damned. It would not stop until it had killed its tormentors. That was what monsters did: they kept coming. Like his dad, plowing forward through life, an idiot brute with no conception of how to escape the trap he’d set for himself. Charlie pulled the door shut to the generator shed, and held it for a moment, long enough to hear the claws scraping on the other side. It would expect him to hold the door; that would buy him a few seconds. Enough to do what had to be done. Enough time to take Option Two.

Gagging at the smell inside the shed, he hurried to the ladder, which stretched down into a hole—a sort of bunker. He realized only belatedly that the reason they’d put the generator underground was the same reason he was now feeling his way down greasy rungs into the dark: they needed it away from the house. Far away from visitors, in case anything happened.

And accidents happened, didn’t they? Tam was an accident, he knew that much. His parents had never meant to have her. And when they had, it seemed like everything had unraveled. His mom had found a new joy; for his dad, the children became a chore, something to be resented. This made his choice easier to make. He would not resent his sister. He would not choose himself over her.

He flicked the lighter as he reached the bottom; at the same time, the beast called his bluff and pushed open the door. Illumination spread, and Charlie saw things. Terrible things.

The wetness on the ladder hadn’t been grease. He shrank against the wall, horrified: his mother’s shredded body lay in the light of the small flame, her skin stripped from her, intestines devoured and eyes dug out like truffles removed by some rooting hog. It had dumped her down here, like a candy wrapper, discarded. She was a mess, and he turned away from her, his mouth filling with vomit, and tried to forget the sight. There was no time for grief, now.

Soon there wouldn’t be time for anything.

He found what he was looking for in the back of the generator basement: a tiny, cramped space, it only had enough room to house the generator itself—and dozens on dozens of plastic cans of gasoline. How often, in the movies, had he seen the hero kill a monster with gas? Countless times—but the hero always escaped, always lived another day. Always came back in the sequel to do it again, and again, and again.

Not this time.

The cracked, peeling tentacles of his pursuer were twining down the ladder, bone razors rasping on concrete. He poured a can of gas onto the floor, then another. The cold stinking oil slopped around his feet. The creature followed him down into the depths slowly; perhaps the fumes confused it, or perhaps it knew it had him cornered. Perhaps it was having fun, he thought.

He stood ankle-deep in gasoline by the time it reached the bottom. Its mass filled the ladder-shaft and plopped into the tiny room like so much excrement. And before he could lower the lighter into the gasoline or perhaps drop it in dramatic slow-motion, the creature reached out and tore his arm off.

Charlie didn’t have time to scream, only feel a vague sense of surprise. The next tentacle whipped across his throat, pulling out his voicebox and trachea with a pop and a spray of red, and he slumped over with a distant sense of failure in his fading brain. It hurt, yes, but it hurt more that he had failed his siter. His baby sister, who he had bullied so mercilessly.

I love you, Tam.

The monster feasted, among the gasoline and the filth. It turned Charlie’s severed, dripping arm around in its appendage like a toy. At last, it brought its attention to the curious object in Charlie’s drained, white fingers. Pried it loose. Toyed with it, brought one claw over the silver wheel that summoned flame from nowhere, as if by magic. By now, leaden gasoline fumes had filled the tiny cavern below the shed.

The creature’s inquisitive nature was insatiable. It had to know; how had the boy accomplished his trick? How had it been hurt? The claw stroked the wheel, then pressed, turned it. One try, two were not enough: it was a persistent devil, and it tried a third time. That was the charm.

The fumes, and the gasoline slopping noisily in the depths, went up in a plume of fiery rage that bellowed into the night sky, lighting up the air over the island like a Roman candle.

Curiosity, the oldest hunter in the world, had claimed a new victim.


The next morning when the rescue helicopter arrived, Tam was sitting on the rocks just as she had been ordered, playing with the phone. She was rocking back and forth slowly, deliberately. The paramedics and authorities swept the island, pulled her into the helicopter. Inquiries would be made, body parts examined. Months later, she would be told her brother was a hero, that an unexpected runoff of some-or-other chemical had caused an exponential growth in certain wildlife. That warmer seas and changing climate had encouraged the increase in size of blah-blah-blah.

Yet Tam never responded, never voiced a shrill cry of joy or a sob of terror. She had a notion in her survivor’s brain that if she had just been quieter, just been better behaved, they never would have come to the island. It would be over twenty years, before she spoke again.

Out in the blue empty of the tropics, the waves crashed over one another in raucous joy. Gulls floated on warm thermal wind, and the illusion of a paradise on earth, of infinite azure beauty, persisted.


And no one questioned this beautiful lie.

Saturday, May 21, 2016

The Getaway, Part 2


Part 3 will be along shortly--the final part, I promise.

Thanks for sticking with me here, folks. I know this one's a lot longer than anticipated but I hope the payoff will be worth it. Let me know what you think in the comments!




                The bungalow was faux-Spartan, with a thatched roof layered over waterproof, sunproof insulation and an AC unit humming merrily in the corner of the large living room. The bedrooms encircled the central hut, which was dominated by a flat-screen TV hooked up to an underground, soundproofed generator. This was the kind of place rich men came to hide away, to flee reality, to become invisible. Sandra wanted to love it, she really did. She wanted to appreciate what Josh had done for them, by bringing them here. But she knew he hadn’t done this for them. On some level, she knew.

                The bungalow had no plumbing. It was ironic; there was a mini-fridge stocked with Aquafina and a functional ceiling fan, all the comforts of civilization, but no plumbing. Whenever they needed to go, they had to march out to a skinny outhouse covered in peeling white paint to do their business, and afterwards dump some kind of powder down the chute that rose in clouds and choked them. She dreaded using the outhouse, but she supposed some sacrifices had to be made in order to enjoy the Gulf undisturbed.

                And they truly were isolated, out here. In three days, they had seen only a few distant, plodding white sails and one enormous cruise ship, which had been so far away it had appeared as a fleck on the iridescent horizon. Their one link to the mainland was the chunky satellite phone, hanging by the front door; it was so big it actually needed a strap, like a laptop bag. A sheet of instructions on how to use it was nailed to the back of the door on a gleaming brass tack.

                Sandra was trying to get some morning reading done, before the kids began their little tiff. Josh had already wandered out (with beer, no less; who needed beer at nine o’clock in the morning?) and the twins had settled down to play a game of Scrabble, a pastime they were quickly growing bored of. With the few precious outlets occupied by the fridge and TV, power was scarce, and Charlie’s precious iPad had already gone the way of the dodo. Same with Tam’s Kindle Junior. Sandra thought that once they ran out of DVDs to watch, the kids would probably eat each other.

                “No fair. You’re cheating.” This timeless accusation came out of Tam, whose pout could stop traffic and whose suffering Sandra had been forced to hear about ever since they arrived. She loved her kids very much—what mother didn’t?—but every hour it was a new gripe. The sun was too hot, the water was too cold, Charlie was putting sand in her luggage. This last one was true, and if Sandra caught him doing it again, she would pull out the nuclear option and bring Josh in from his fishing. There was simply no room for this kind of behavior in their family. Also, she’d left all her conflict resolution books at home and wasn’t sure how to help Tam without appearing to play favorites, something her books had instructed her never to do.

                “Am not.” Charlie rolled his eyes at his sister, several times to make a point, and then snuck a letter from the bag when Tam turned around to grab her Doritos. “You’re cheating. ‘Redrum’ isn’t even a word.”

                “Is too! I saw it in a movie.”

                “Which movie?”

                The pout began to return; it was always strongest when Tam knew she was cornered. “Okay, somebody told me it was in a movie. Doesn’t matter, it’s a word.”

“Whatever… Liar.”
               
Sandra tried to focus, stretching on the threadbare couch with its Jamaican flag pattern (an interesting décor choice, as they were nowhere near Jamaica) and tuning out the low-key squabble. This exchange was pretty tame by the standards the kids had set lately, and she wasn’t going to interrupt her Guide to Meditative Parenting unless there was blood involved or someone was crying. She reminded herself again how much she loved her children.

She needed a lot of reminding, these days.

This was mostly because her husband Josh was, in the words of her immortal office-gossip friend Shelly DuBois, “kind of a pill.” He had been depressed and moody for months, ever since that raise he’d gotten at work; she knew that extra pay came with extra responsibility, but come on. The man acted like the weight of the world was on his shoulders. And he was so paranoid! Just last week he’d insisted they keep the blinds shut “because of those goddamn peeping neighbors.” Their neighbors, of course, had about as much interest in Josh’s life as they did in the price of eggs in China. They were mostly young couples, like she and Josh had been once upon a time—trying to get their start, trying to keep things together. And, again like Josh and Sandra, most of them were failing. There were even rumors that a young woman one street over had overdosed on pills. A drug overdose, in their quiet little town! It was so frightening.

Sandra had no idea what was wrong with Josh, but she was worried. His constant complaining and bad attitude were having an effect on the children; she suspected this was why they were fighting so much. It was right there in Meditative Parenting: “Instability in the parental unit descends downwards, like a river, to the innocent.” In other words, thought Sandra, shit runs downhill. Never a truer statement had been written.

The bungalow was getting hot; it was now almost eleven, and the rising sun was beginning to overcome the AC, as it did every day. Sooner or later they would have to go outside and face Mr. Manly Man himself, the fisherman. She wasn’t looking forward to it. Why did he go out there every morning? He never seemed to catch anything.

To get away from you, her mind told her. She dismissed this thought immediately. It was a negative thought, and negative thoughts had no place in Sandra’s world view. They were gratuitous, like a third nostril, and she tried not to let them control her. But she had a nasty suspicion it was true. Josh had taken such great pains to be away from them, lately; she would have had to have been an idiot not to notice. All that solitude seemed to be having an effect on him. Am I really so awful? she thought, trying not to be negative, trying not to wonder why her husband was so determined to ignore her, so disinterested in touching her. They hadn’t gotten busy in… God, how long had it been? At least half a year. She was no sex fiend, but the absence of it left her cold, lonely. Like she was gratuitous, the third nostril. It made her feel unworthy.

She decided she would go talk to Josh. He had avoided them enough; worse, now the negative thoughts were buzzing in her head like wasps, too many to dismiss out of hand. You’re too wrinkled, he thinks you coddle the kids, you got fat when you were pregnant and it never went away and now he hates you for it. She tried to tune them out, but it was hard, so hard. Between the kids and Josh, she was a solitary weaver, trying to knit their family back together, and her hands were getting tired.

“Mom. Mom.”

“What?” She almost barked it, and was ashamed. She’d attended too many parenting seminars to bark at her kids. “What is it, Tam?”

“Charlie’s cheating.” The pout was on in full force, but it was suffused with a selfish anger, a refusal to accept that her parents might be capable of not listening to her needs. “He’s taking my letters and he’s writing the wrong scores down and he’s being…” She paused, ready to drop the verbal bomb. “A dick!”

Sandra sat up; normally, she would be indignant, but all she could summon after three days of their bickering was a grumble. “Hey. We don’t say these words. Not in this family. Why don’t you and your brother play something else?”

“There isn’t anything else. Daddy took out Monopoly 2000 and Scene-It to put in his fish stuff.”

Sandra, mother of two, wife of none but she didn’t know it yet, said “God dammit.”

“We don’t say those words in this family,” parroted Tam, crossing her arms in her best Mom imitation. Sandra’s knuckles tightened, but she said nothing. When children pushed boundaries, it was because they needed to know the limits of a relationship. So said the book, and the book’s word was law. Without the book, she wasn’t sure if she would survive this vacation. Because doing the work of a single parent when you were married was just absurd.

“You’re right. I’m sorry.” She squeezed Tam’s shoulder; the girl beamed, and she was reminded why she’d had kids in the first place. “Tell your brother if he keeps stealing your letters, Mom is going to sit down and have a talk with him about family dynamics and the importance of getting along. It’ll take at least an hour.” Charlie groaned from the other side of the room, and she gave him a look. “I mean it. Now I’m going to go out and check on Daddy. You two behave responsibly, and consider each other’s emotional wants and needs, okay?” The kids glared at each other, and her shoulders fell. They would probably fall back to arguing five minutes after she left—but at least she’d get a break.

The warm Caribbean air enveloped her as she left the bungalow, the tiny bubble of air-conditioning giving way to a hot breeze washing off the Gulf. She blinked behind her sunglasses. Josh’s chair was visible from the low ridge where the bungalow stood, its plastic legs half-sunk into the sand. His beer and tackle box lay beside it. The tide was coming in, and a tongue of ocean spray pushed a single open beer can up and down the shores.

The island was incredibly small, maybe half a mile from end to end, and trees and shrubs were so scarce she could scan the entire horizon from where she stood. The shack housing the generator was the only other structure on the island; the whole place had seemed charmingly deserted when they arrived. Now the desertion seemed less charming.

“Josh?” she called out. She half expected him to loom up behind her, drunk and looking to startle her like a monster from a Hammer Horror film. He’d had a sense of humor, once, before his job siphoned it away. She missed that version of him.

“Josh!” Her voice was carried away on the wind, which whipped at her yellow sundress and threatened to carry her hat right off her head. She had no idea where he could have gotten to: there was literally nowhere to go on this sun-drenched speck of land, and they had no boat. What the hell was he up to? She shouted his name again before deciding she sounded like an idiot and giving up. Maybe he was passed out in the bushes, somewhere.

Yet when she approached the fishing chair, his sacred spot, his throne, she saw the eighteen-pack was still full except for the one can rolling up and down the sand, the aluminum scraping quietly on the beach’s surface and occasionally clinking against the foot of his chair. She had begun to worry, a nagging fear eroding her exhaustion from being cooped up with the kids all morning. Something, she sensed intuitively, wasn’t right.

Had he left? He’d been so brusque today. Perhaps he’d decided to ditch them and find a tiki bar; maybe he’d snuck a call on the satellite phone, called the guy with the boat—what was his name, Marlow—and run off to hit on a few beach floozies. But she didn’t think so. She wasn’t sure how she knew; There was no evidence, no hard obvious proof. Yet she’d been with Josh for almost twelve years now; she knew his habits, his moods, both good and bad. She had watched the man she married vanish under layers of sullen anger, his hope for the future dissolve with the stress of children he’d never expected to have. Yet he wasn’t so far gone as to just disappear, to leave them on an island and run off with his tail between his legs, or elope with a bimbo. Josh was stubborn: he stuck things through. No, something had happened to him.

Something bad.

She checked the outhouse, then the generator shed, with its iron ladder stretching down into a soundproof cellar smelling of leaked exhaust from patchy vent pipes. She did a walk along the shore, sweat beading and then evaporating on her skin, slowly growing dehydrated. He’d only been gone for a few hours, but a few hours was a long time when there were no emergency services for dozens of nautical miles and a single accident could be fatal. She’d agreed to the trip because it had sounded so romantic, so sweet, and in some ways it was, but where was her husband?

She saw the object in the water without recognizing, it at first. It was only the flicker of sunlight off the gold band that caught her eye, and when she went back, she stared at it without thinking. Without breathing.

It was a finger.

Josh’s finger, with his wedding ring still attached. The stubby digit was pale, drained of all blood, its skin shredded at the knuckle and drifting in dangling white chunks, toyed with by the tropical surf. She worked the sight through her head, processed it, digested it and still came up with nothing, no rational response she could deploy—outside of pure, unadulterated terror.

Offshore, something rose under the waves, a dark hump that parted the waters and then disappeared.

Her stomach numbed, Sandra staggered away from the finger. She didn’t scream, which she thought was to her credit, but she also didn’t touch it. Touching it would admit that it was real, that it wasn’t just a sick joke, that the father of her children was gone.

There were marks on the finger. Pointed, scraping marks, like teeth.

She didn’t formulate a plan, or try and rationalize what had happened. She ran for the house, for the fragile wooden box with its flat-screen TV and its precious, God-blessed phone. She had a call to make, right away, right now, quite possibly the most important call of her life.
               
As she stumbled weeping up the slope towards the bungalow, something wet and sinuous slithered out of the waves, and plucked the finger from the sand.

--

                While Sandra was calling her late husband’s name, winding her way towards a horrible conclusion like a blindfolded child in an abattoir, the children had escalated their war.
               
Charlie was not a cruel kid, or a spiteful one. He was actually quite smart, a dabbler in ham-radios and the kind of computer code he wasn’t supposed to get classes about for another eight years. He wasn’t a genius savant, just very clever; sometimes, his mother wondered if he might have been the next Einstein, if only she’d added a different father’s genetics to the amniotic stew. Yet for all his smarts, at eleven years old he was still a sore loser, and he’d been losing to his little sister ever since she had been born—seven years ago.

                Mom had told him that his pack of Sunny-D, sweet ambrosia in a bottle, must’ve been lost over the side when they took the speedboat out towards island. Charlie knew better, however. It wasn’t enough for Tam, sweet puckish adorable Tam, to hog all their parents’ attention, their love, their time. It wasn’t enough for her to be the favorite, to get all the best birthday and Christmas gifts, to turn him into an afterthought despite how hard he tried to show them his smarts, his grades. No, she’d taken the Sunny-D and stashed it. And after three days of being stuck with her, his only playmate and companion on a desert island, he’d started to go a little nutty over it.

                “S-C-R-E-W,” he spelled out, placing the Scrabble tiles with patient dignity. “As in, ‘screw this.’” He gave her a pointed look. Charlie hadn’t quite mastered his sister’s ability to bend their parents with a glance, but he had acquired a pretty powerful stare behind his child-sized bifocals.

                “That’s rude,” chirped Tam, crossing her arms. She was losing, and she knew it. And without any parents in the bungalow to cry at, Charlie thought, she would finally have to accept a loss. He was the older one; he was the superior sibling. It’d taken him three days of isolation and grumpiness to come to this conclusion, the marvelous qualities of their island paradise quickly growing stale when he had to sit around with Tam all day, play with his dumb sister, treat her nice like she was smart when everyone knew she was going to grow up to be one of those bimbos on TV, like a cheerleader or something. He knew this with a cruel, selfish certainty; he had already decided her fate for her before it was written. “You’re such a butt. Mom says—”

                “’We don’t use those words in this family,’” he mimed, high-pitched, and to his surprise she giggled, hands up over her mouth. This disarmed him. He couldn’t maintain their all-important rivalry when they were sharing a joke. Clearing his throat, he tallied the scores. “Looks like I’m beating you by, let’s see… A jillion points. Give up yet?”

                Thunderclouds gathered on her forehead again. “No. I’m gonna win. If you stop c-h-e-t-i-n-g.” A pointed  spelling, if incorrect. Really, he thought, she was pretty bright for seven. Not as bright as him, but getting there. She placed P-E-T on the board. Was she messing with him right now? What if she surpassed him, in life and in Scrabble? What if she won?

                That he couldn’t abide. What if she turned out to be some kind of genius? Then he would fall forever into her shadow—her ridiculous, tiny, bratty shadow. Hurriedly he reached for his tiles, struggling to find a word big enough to cement his lead, to crush her completely. “B-E-A-S-T-L-Y,” he spelled out, delighted with his cunning. “That puts me… wow, another twelve points ahead. You done?”

                The thunderheads grew more intense. She wasn’t nearly as cute, he noticed with ugly delight, when she was scowling. She threw out the words every sibling thinks at some point, so easy to throw out but so difficult to take back: “I hate you.”

                With supervision absent, he felt confident pushing his luck. “What you gonna do? Cry about it? Sorry, Tam, sooner or later you gotta suck it up. Can’t run to Mom.” It was vicious, but he knew plenty about vicious; on the last day before summer vacation, he’d been roughed up by a couple older kids who’d called him a certain F-word and spat on his glasses. Why they’d done it, he didn’t know; he’d never met them, stacked as they were in the grades ahead of him, grades he had been planning to blaze through on his meteoric rise to middle school. He didn’t think they’d done it for any reason, though: sometimes the universe, people, just wanted to mess with you. It saw a weakness, and it came after you, like he was doing to Tam now. Except unlike him, the world wouldn’t stop when she broke down  crying and called him a jerk, or a dick. The world would never stop.

                She needed to understand.

                She did, in fact, begin to cry. Great huffs and hurks jerked her chest up and down under her tiny floral dress, her throat hitching. “Why do you always do this? Why are you such a… such a…” She seemed to gather her strength, looking around the stuffy bungalow with its cheap paintings and fakey wood paneling as if to summon their parents with a wail; in a moment of shameful terror, he thought she might scream. But she didn’t.  “Why are you such a cunt?” she spat.

                His jaw dropped. Neither of them knew what the word meant, but it was a Big One, a verbal A-bomb. He wondered where she’d learned it, but the answer was easy. Dad. Their father was not exactly a gentle speaker, and in times of duress he exploded with profanity that sent their mother scuttling from the room in thin-lipped disgust. It shouldn’t surprise him—although it did make him a little sad—that she was so willing to resort to Dad’s words, when pushed around.

                Then he smiled. “Wow… Wow. Cute little Tam, not so nice when Mom’s away.” She was sniffling, furious, and he wondered if she might throw a tantrum; he wondered if she might even hit him. Wouldn’t that be something! What would Mom say if her precious baby girl left a bruise on her big brother’s face? That would be the event of the year. “You’re the… the cunt, Tam. You always get what you want. Well, I’m winning. Deal with it, and stop being such a spoiled, little brat!” Swearing was really easy when there was no one around to punish him for it. He’d have to do it more often.

                Tam stood up. Something inside her little frame had snapped at being called names with no repercussions, no consequences. She was used to a world that was Fair, that operated on Fair Principles; if something wasn’t Fair, then Mom or Dad would step in to change the rules until things were Fair Again. Her mother was thirty seconds away from finding her father’s severed finger, complete with “I do” jewelry; if she had waited just two minutes to have her meltdown, to unleash her post-toddler fury, they might have escaped the thing outside. The waiting thing. The hungry thing.

                But she didn’t.

                “Shut UP!” she screamed. Her shrieks were high-pitched but so strangled with pent-up frustration that she could barely get them out. Charlie backed up a little, scooting on his rear as his sister’s face went beet-red and she swept all the Scrabble tiles off the board, scattering them under the ratty couch and sending them skittering into the rounded edges of the beach-house. “Shut up, shut up, shut up! You always wreck everything!” Thick sobs hitched her collarbone up and down; snot oozed from one nostril as Charlie looked on with something approaching fiendish delight. “Mom and Dad are doing real bad, and they were gonna have fun on the beach, they were g-g-gonna be happy here! Why d'you always have to ruin things?”

She began hurling the tiles at him, and he held up an arm as if they were a hail of bullets; this was better than he had ever imagined it would be. She was incoherent, the “ball of sunshine” disguise falling away and replaced by a squawking capuchin. “Woah, calm down,” he said, half-laughing in his shock. “Jesus, I didn’t—”

“You’re stupid, shut UP!” She picked up the Scrabble board, and for the first time he felt a little fearful. She truly had her father’s temper, and in that second she looked ready to beat him to death with the piece of laminated cardboard. “They were going to be happy but you ruined it whining about your stupid… your stupid orange drinks!

She hurled the board at him. He ducked, and the laws of aerodynamics took hold, the Scrabble square coasting on the currents of air in the room, whirling like an Aborigine boomerang. Something must have taken hold of it then; fate, destiny or simple horrific bad luck. Because the thing whirled around the room and smashed into the satellite phone beside the door, knocking it to the ground.

Normally, this wouldn’t have been a problem; the woven reed mat under the door should have cushioned the fall, leaving their only connection to the mainland shaken but unharmed. Instead, the heavy plastic brick ricocheted off the pile of beach toys Sandra had assembled for the two of them, an emergency release valve for the tensions inside the bungalow, meant to be plucked up on the way while ushering her angry little urchins to the beach for some enforced relaxation. The phone spun, its strap twirling, and it landed on the cool slate of the bungalow’s floor, the only part of the rich-man’s-retreat not designed for comfort.

It smashed into dozens of pieces, coming apart at the seams, circuitry and wires vomiting across the floor to join the scrabble tiles. Both of them froze, utterly horrified. They had somehow, together, done a Very Bad Thing—and neither of them could comprehend how bad. All they know was that Mom (currently sprinting over the sand, running to make sure her babies were alive, that her babies were safe from whatever had killed her husband) and Dad (currently digesting or drifting in pieces across the beautiful blue) were going to be mad. Very mad. They were in trouble.

They didn’t say anything for a time, Tam’s sniffles echoing through the empty bungalow. Finally, the shock of the destruction washing away his spite, Charlie turned to her. “Tam,” he said, taking off his glasses, “I’m s—”

Sandra burst through the door in a whirl of yellow blouse and panicked gasps. She slammed it behind her, fumbled for a lock—there was none—and turned to her kids. “Get in the bedroom. Now, get in the—” Her foot crunched on a piece of plastic. She looked down, as if absorbing the mess, grasping it, struggling to understand it. At last she came to some kind of conclusion, and looked at her children with a sad, uncomprehending fury. Why? Asked her eyes. The two of them had never seen such raw panic and rage in their mother’s eyes, and Charlie, the diplomat, fought to find the words to get them out of being grounded or lectured.

“Mom—we’re sorry, we didn’t mean—”

“Your dad’s gone,” she said flatly.

“What?” He felt his fist go tight around his glasses. “Mom, what…”

“Your dad’s gone. Something in the water… He’s gone. Something took him.” It was important to be honest with children, her book had told her; it was important for your desire to protect them not to cut them off from the world, make them into protected, sheltered, too-delicate adults. What the book had really meant, she thought grimly as she looked on the frightened faces of her kids, was that lying to your children only shelters them from reality. “I don’t know if it’s a person, or… We have to get out of here, we have to get out of here now.” She looked at the satellite phone, on the edge of madness, insanity dancing in her irises. “You broke the phone?”

“We…” Nothing in Charlie’s lonely, introverted short life had readied him for this. Even as Tam ran for her mother, to hug her legs, to apologize, Charlie tried to keep up with what was going on. “We’re sorry.”

She tittered. “Now. Of all times, you broke the phone now.

The children sat in silence. She felt herself teeter on the edge of a screaming fit, then come back. She was the authority here: she had to take action. So she did.

A quick hug for Tam, and then she was fully in Mom Mode, sweeping up her daughter and carrying her towards the bedroom. “Put the mini-fridge in front of the door,” she told Charlie. “Now.”

He did as he was told. There was no question, in his mind, that this was how he would win his mother’s approval back—by obeying. It had worked before, and it would work now. The phrase Dad’s gone flashed across his mind and he let it slip away. He couldn’t deal with it in a dozen years of therapy, much less right now. He unplugged the fridge, which was surprisingly light, and began dragging it in front of the bungalow door.

“You. Stay in here,” said her mother. She had not realized it, but the reason she’d commanded them both to stay in the bedroom was that the bedroom, unlike the other few rooms jutting off the central bulk of the bungalow, had no doors to the outside. No scenic patios, no delicate screen-coated wooden frames. Nothing could get in. More importantly, nothing could see them. Whatever was waiting out there—a serial killer, some kind of wildlife—might not realize there were more people here, more meals to be had. For all she knew, it was gone already, but she wasn’t taking that chance. If it was a shark, she would have just kept the children away from the water. But a shark shouldn’t be able to get into the shallows, much less steal her husband without even a scream. No, this was something else. Something worse.

Sandra would not let it have her children.

“Good,” she said, finding Charlie standing like an automaton in front of the fridge. She squeezed his shoulder, strangely calm. It was always good to be level-headed in a crisis, and she thought with wry horror that this pretty much qualified as a crisis, damned if it didn’t. “Now get those pieces, bring them in with Tam.”

“What are we going to do?”

She took a deep breath. “That radio kit you’ve been playing with since Christmas. You know how that works, right?”

He nodded.

“And a phone has… Some of the same pieces of a radio. Right?” What was she saying? She’d majored in culinary arts, for fuck’s sake. “Can you fix it, Charlie? Can you fix the phone?”

The weight of the task fell on his shoulders, but he considered the parts. A receiver, there. An extendable antennae, there. Everything in between was just guts—just innards, like the intestines of a fish that had been sliced open and strewn across the floor. Unlike fish, though, machines could be put back together, made to live again. But only if you were smart enough. “I… I think so.”

“Good. That’s what we’re going to do.” The sun lanced through the windows at them, as if peering in to watch the show unfold. It was long past its zenith now, she realized, and back in New Hampshire—back in the real world—it was winter. The days were short, even this close to the equator. It would be night in just a few hours.

Then they would be alone, in the dark, with something out there on the beach. Something that had eaten her Josh.


As she marched back to the bedroom to comfort her terrified daughter, Sandra picked up Meditative Parenting off the couch. You never knew when good parenting techniques would come in handy, after all.